It’s not PASUM that makes me sad or depressed almost everyday.Okay fine a little.This place is really keras..Thinking that you’re not gonna wake up on your own bed , smell your mama’s cooking on Friday’s and Saturday’s morning , making fun of your dad’s almost-bald-hair every evening and when you’re doing your homework there’s your brother behind you that is listening to crappy musics and some other stuff like this make you go shit I’m never gonna have that again even after PASUM because you gonna have only about 3 months to be at home before be gone for almost forever and could see you parents only once in a freaking while.
When I mean you,I mean I.
and “I” is sad
Now,I start to reminisce those times when I was a kid.I was sitting upside down on the couch and asking my eldest sister to make me a botol pek of tea.I remember too,those times when my second sister dressed me up in all kinds of characters and took of picture of us.And I do too remember we had all of these dances that we did and one of them is a dance to Lemon Tree song that was played by my brother on the organ.
And we used to watch thoses thailand channels on tv too.Oh what a life.haha
And when I entered primary school my eldest sister helped me switched on the hot shower because I couldn’t reach high up to the switch.She helped me in making me a ponytail before I went to school.And there’s one day when my brother took over her job ,he was complaining about how big my lipatan lengan that was made by my sister.
Sometime after that they are gone.One to MMU and the other one to MRSM then UTM then UM.
And there was me and my second sister at home,fighting for westlife calendar that was owned by my brother.On my birthday,my brother posted the calendar to me.So,I win.haha.Anyway,spanish telenovelas were so in in those times.We’ll watch together after school and cried to Paulina’s cry.Damn she is good at crying!
And then my sister’s gone.To MMU.But sometime after that my brother got home and most of time he was in Kelantan.Ketika ini,abang saya telah mengimprove cooking skillnya hasil daripada ajaran saya.lalala~Di sini juga baru saya kenal ini lah abang saya.Cuba anda lihat kronologi di atas kekurangan kehadiran abang saya,ya.
Ketika abang saya berkerja saya pun bermanja-manja dengan ibu bapa.
After that,my eldest sister and my brother got married.Not with each other,ya.I just don’t know how to construct a better sentence.
One to two years after that,I’m gone to PASUM.
About 5 months later,here I am.
Just one hour ago,I was crying
because Aishah wanna go home.(and wanna turn the time back to 1991)
T_T
